26.9.08
What's the point of regretting when all is over.
It's not like we ill-treated you at first.
You gave us attitudes and thought it was all our fault at first.
Soon after long,
we realise it wasnt our fault at all.
We find it not fair at all to give in to you everytime and listen to you all the time,
'Cause we doesnt owes you anything.
You were too self-centered, selfish.
You wanted to join us,
but we didn't welcome you actually as we dont want an atomic bomb here
& most importantly,
you doesn't suit our characters here.
We can take jokes but not you.
But the end after thinking and some discussion, we decided to give you a chance,
if not we would not want you to join wheezx and become wheejzx.
That day when we have PE,
You cried.
Elysia & Elaine did comfort you asked you what happened,
not like they
didn't care for you.
But you ignored them.
From that day onwards,
we had enough.
We wanna get you and us out of this nightmare,
we did many hurtful actions to make you feel 'extra'.
The main point is: Get you out to prevent you from being hurt by us again.
Your attitude did change,
but it is you who are holding it back.
Our clique,
main aim is to be happy.
But yet you are holding and pressuring yourself to hold your anger back.
It totally "defeats"(I don't know how to spell) the purpose.
We started our "expelling" plan by using actions to hurt you at first.
But you hold everything back.
You tried hard to attract our attention by crying.
We didn't want to care because we want you to get out automatically,
but you didn't seemed to care.
We discussed and used the most hurting plan: Pang seh you.
Yesterday swimming,
we ran away immediately after class.
We did felt wronged,
but after a while,
we thought it 'bout and realise this is for you and our own good.
Since we could not chase you away using actions,
we used words.
We didn't tried to use you, is you who don't know how to 'auto'.
Glad that you realise how foolish you are.
But this is not quite late.
You didn't cherish them at first.
Now you want them back.
We did not speak ill of you infront of them.
Is they are just so angry that you left them and now you want them back.
Who you think they are?
Collecting trash rubbish's rubbish bin?
You told them that you realise your mistakes,
realise what true friends & found the right happiness.
But it is all too late.
What's the point of regretting everything when it is all too late?
This is a lesson of your life.
Remember how you ill treated your primary classmates?
Remember what you did to peiyi?
Now you've got it all back.
Stop spamming my Livent lao por with all those stupid messages.
She is sick and tired of it.
For your info,
she is a very stubborn girl.
Once she say no that means no.
If you wanna touch her with all those messages,
then i suggest you better stop it before she say it to you face to face and you claim that she hurt your heart.
& Adeline, MingFang, JingYee also doesn't want you back to be back too.
Stop being so irritating and pestering them like a bug.
You chose your path and you have to face all the cosequences.
Now you've learnt your lesson,
hope you won't commit it again.
i pwn, DUH!
7:24 PM